i am emo today!

Bummed.

Why does something always come in the way of things I really wanna do...? I should learn not to look forward to things too much. The greater the anticipation, the greater the disappointment.

Yet sometimes I just look forward to something even though I'm well aware that there is every possibility (and a high one at that) that it won't turn out the way I would like it to.

Dumb? Yea. But I can't consciously control it, can I?

So deal with it.